Cold Nostalgia

Monday, September 2, 2013 @ 3:26 AM

i.just.came.to.say.HELLO! NOT.

Hi, major fail.

I decided to blog about what i'm feeling right now but i totally have no clue where to click and i can bet my virginity that i forgot my password. So i decided to type it all down..on my phone :D i really love my phone, it's like a part of me~ (p.s. I had to mail the draft from my phone to my laptop, and then post. how lame is this shit hahaha)

OK do not stray from the topic.

Lately I've been reading a few shoujo mangas, and damnit they made me go why-didn't-i-experience-high-school-love-before. No biggie, just a bit 遗憾 i guess hahaha. It's almost a miracle for two person to like each other at the same time, donchu think? For me at least. I've rejected ppl, and in some ways got rejected too LOL (didn't even have the guts to confess, and don't havto, others are bound to spread it for me ╮(╯3╰)╭ whyyyy)

I am twenty going on twenty-one baby it's time to think (The Sound of Music?) and I've yet to meet my 'special someone'. I guess some would say, there's no need to rush, but haha I'm not very young ady eh? At this rate, my first guy will most probably be the one I'm gonna spend my life with. It sounds sweet in a way, marrying your first love, BUT heck idk whattafak is wrong with me i wanna experience a breakup and i don't want a divorce so yeah. Does it seem like the reason i wanna paktoh is cos i wanna know how it feels like if we breakup? Well, it's not. I wanna go on a date with someone who'd make my heart skips a beat. HAHA cheesy. Then we'll share a set meal together, and then we'd go to a hugeass bookstore and play hide and seek OK i'm kidding i just suddenly feel like going to a bookstore. On rainy days, we'll snuggle on the couch with a thick blanket and watch sadX5 movies and eat ice-cream and i'll cry like a whore and sniff my nose till he's annoyed.

Late nights bring out the lonely wolf inside me AWWUUU sorry exo fan signing in. I sometimes wonder if the problem is me. Are my 要求s very high? I don't think so. I simply want a tall guy who can look good with specs, dresses well and speaks fluent english. Oh and is clean and HAIS i will want him to be good looking lah. hahaha looking at ^, maybe i want a bit much, i mean..not like i'm snsd standard myself right. If i can find someone who fits 3 out of what i said above, i considered that to be good enough hah i think? I said this before, and I'm gonna say it again, cos I is The Repeater. shit idk how to put it in english and idk how to type it in chinese either. I want someone who will give me this i-am-so-in-love feeling when he's the first person i wake up to in the morning. (that said, must be at some level to be staying together huh)

Oh by the way, hyinie just started her first year for degree (again) and well...there are good looking guys at school la (i am a whore right i only mention this) but its a go-to-class-stick-with-ma-homies-only-and-leave-after-class routine. Everyone already has friends from poly or JC and is always with their own cliques. So much for me wanting to make more new friends. HAR HAR. I even joined the Student Representative Council cos I don't want my 3 years to be all lectures hmwk exams only. Plus, I find it fun to be part of those seniors working together sleep deprived to organise events. Really. Sadly, during the interview they didn't really bother to ask much cos I was the last one for the day. I guess my face can't make it haha when they asked what capabilities I've got to handle events, I wished I answered 'Kage Bunshin no Jutsu!' maybe they might remember me as a joke. lol

OKAY, say so many, conclusion is..hyinie has a feeling that she won't be getting a boyfriend so soon. But ah well, life. Which lead me to..not concluding much i guess. What am i even saying huh. I think my sharing session is over. I'm happy that my friends who are currently attached are so lovey-dovey though. I assume you guys are lobey-dobey ok haha hmmm i should sleep. It's 4am tralalalala and I should also take a break from reading shoujo mangas......... ah hah.

I thought I'd add a pic cos my post seems to be wordsandwordsandwords haha BASICALLY this is THE LOVE OF MA LIFE RAITE NOW <3

hyinie sniffing her way to her bed! XOXO

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