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I have decided!!! Im not going to aim to be a psychologist already! and by that i don't mean im gonna give up, but i wanna give myself more choices! oh yea baby, we should!

If only we could score distinction in every subject then we won't have to worry anymore.

Well perhaps its a bit hard if we don't start berusaha now. But at least get as many O's as u can lor.. Cuz i went to check out most of the studies blablas entry requirements are quite okay one. i mean they accept 'o' level results of physics and chemistry only for 1-6 points each. Good news teng! They don't need geography for environmental science. I mean not compulsory. But chemistry is, i think?

If only i could start to be hardworking now and understand the saying "先苦后甜" then i won't have to worry anymore.

I've done some research in the internet and actually we don't have to stick onto some stupid common job and actually we can do something more interesting which is more into chemistry or physics since i don't take bio, and that made me lose a lot of other choices but, alright. Don't mind~! Im thinking of Human Science or Nursing(need bio) cuz psychology is also included :D

If only it wasn't siva at 1st and if he's not that hatable then everyone won't have to worry anymore.

I know this is a short blog but, does anybody cares? xD
Conclusion, AIM EVERY SUBJECTs at LEAST O! then you won't have to worry anymore =)

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Pink! Hello Kitty!



But i don't know how they gonna drive.. back to top?

I've just reached home.. The first thing i did is on my laptop.. Very sleepy, was sleeping in the car just now.. But don't wanna get some rest.. Listening to how do i live now.. I had read manager's blog yesterday.. It's for me right? I guess what she wrote is certainly correct.. Did i really try my best aready? It's no right? I know what i have to do if i really want to forget him.. And the problem is i want to do it or not.. But i don't know.. I mean i know but why i don't do it.. Why do i still love him? I really don't understand.. Why i love him so much? What i'm thinking? What i want? Ahh~ Crying now..

How do I,
Get through the night without you?
If I had to live without you,
What kind of life would that be?
Oh, I
I need you in my arms, need you to hold,
You're my world, my heart, my soul,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything good in my life,

And tell me now
How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?

Without you,
There'd be no sun in my sky,
There would be no love in my life,
There'd be no world left for me.
And I,
Baby I don't know what I would do,
I'd be lost if I lost you,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything real in my life,

And tell me now,
How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?

Please tell me baby,
How do I go on?

If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything,
I need you with me,
Baby don't you know that you're everything,
Real in my life?

And tell me now,
How do I live without you,
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?

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Oh! Great! I’m very frustrate now.. One of my contact lens has a cut on it.. So cannot wear anymore.. How sad.. Today is only the third day i’ve got my contact lens.. Wasted April’s mummy money, because she was the one who paid for it.. It must be my nail, so i have to sacrifice my nail if i dont want this to happen again.. Eye or nail? I have to choose one.. Which will you choose if you are me? I choose both.. Haha.. I will cut my nails but only my thumb’s and the no. 1 finger’s.. Hehehe.. Smart?

I got math tuition later at 6 30.. I’m feeling so sleepy now but i don’t want to rest.. Maybe later if i got time.. My mind is still thinking about my contact lens.. I’m really upset.. I was so happy but now.. Fine.. It’s my first time.. I forgive myself.. But i feel guilty because i’ve wasted April’s mummy money.. What should i do? Give me a knife! Lol.. I can’t just forget it.. I’ve been quite unlucky recently.. But it’s a new begining.. Right? I have to think positively.. Yes, good things will happen to me soon.. :) back to top?

Argh! My meiji melted! I shouldn't bring to stadium! Argh~ It's now in the fridge.. Have to wait.. Can't wait to eat.. Haha! Arm! Yum!

Tattoo! I want tattoo.. On somewhere near my buttocks.. And somewhere near my ankle or arm or finger.. Hehe.. But i don't think i have the guts to go for tattoo.. wa kia~ kia kia~ tapi wa suka oh.. an jua leh?

This is too cute if it's real not ink..

Funny?

Quite real, right?

What i want isn't like those photos.. What i want is something simple and elegant.. Okay, i don't even dare to pierce my ear.. Haha.. Why i'm so coward? Don't be! I.. I.. I.. I'll pierce my ear this year! Yes! I will! >~< back to top?

Yes, i changed my display name.. Before was ShaSha, i changed to SaSa.. SaSa~ Making life beautiful~ Lol.. I slept at 1 plus last night and i woke up at 5 30 this morning.. I'm quite suprised i get off my bed after the alarm rang.. I usually continue sleep after the alarm rang and wake up after 5 or 10 minutes.. Maybe i was excited to wear my contact lens?

Purple~ It has a little brown and grey.. Can you see? Manager says it doesn't suit me.. But i still like it.. Hehe..

Manager brought her camera to stadium so we took some photo when we were in waiting.. It was fun.. Fun to act.. Hehe.. We acted cute and rock.. But me and rinGu acted more cute.. Haha.. Those photos aren't with me, if not i will sure post it here.. However, i look ugly.. It was really hot just now.. And it pissed me off.. :(

Girl nowadays, disappoint me.. Lol.. Hehe.. I used to think i can know how a person's behavior just by looking their faces.. But it is so wrong.. I've just finished watching BoA- Eat You Up mv.. One word to describe it, COOL! I'll eat you up~ Your love~ Your love~ Your love~~~ I wanna see rinGu dance! >~< back to top?

I don't know why and maybe there is not particular reason/s, but im quite in a flying mood lately =D If u're thinking what on earth does flying mood means, even though i think it's quite obvious already... Meaning, im happy!! and i don't know why. lol. What's with the sudden big rain? weird~ and the scary lightning O_O! Luckily i off the switch just now. Safe! But i don't know how long can the battery tahan. =/ Okay back to my topic. I don't think im vry hyper or watever u call that, but actually im feeling better already. From 'feeling better' i meant... I also don't know! =O Perhaps it's because i was feeling kinda..lost? or empty? or maybe both? Arrghss anyway, who cares? Im fine now! wheeee~ Im here blogging because im happy. Am i stupid? lol. I think i sound stupid. hmm.. Aaa~ im eating meiji~ i feel so xing fuu~ xD Okay im gonna end this blog already~~ with some pretty Cosplay pictures randomly found =3 Quite nice~ okay, enjoy! x)



Gaara. This is super cool ok? xD


Dono who's this but i actually love her shoes =O



Pictures above and below, damn pretty la! LOVE their EYES!!!
I want those contacts lens! >_< I think I saw the lens above in the GeoLens list!
I shall double check and order it someday =D




Hell Girl, don't rly look like enma but she's pretty, no?


KIPI
and lastly a picture of my queen! kipi-chan! Look at her necklace! =D
Alright, gotta bounce. Have a nice day everyone~ ^^

Labels: pictures, random, sharings

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Crazy~ He's crazy.. And me too.. I don't know what he is thinking, i don't know what myself is thinking either.. I want to forget him.. I don't want to care so much anymore.. But another side of me, i want to wait for him to come back.. Why? I don't know too! Can i wait someone and try to forget the "someone" at a same time? *Sigh* What i'm doing? What i want? Don't know and don't know.. What should i do? I miss him.. No, i don't.. Yes, i do.. Crazy! Crazy! Crazy!

Wo shi supergirl~ Ni shi loser.. So get lost! This is for the bitch.. Lol.. So random.. Why TORADORA only got 13 chappters? Can finish in one day.. So i got nothing to do again.. Lovely Complex? The 3rd episode cannot play.. Stuck at that episode.. How sad~ I'm trying to change topic? XXXXX~ says:
zzz. together like this. break liao still like this.. Yes, now i know what happened..

I miss him.. I really do.. I want to wait.. Yes, i wait! But i'll try to forget him while i'm waiting for him to come back if it is possible.. If there really is a chance to be together again, i'll hug you, tight, don't wanna let go.. And i want to say never leave me again.. Will my dream come true? Nobody knows.. But nothing is impossible.. Let's see how long i can wait for him.. Will i fall for someone else? Let's see..

Waiting someone who you love to come back is really.. But i just need to bear and get use to it.. I hope i can do it.. I know i'm not that strong.. So i have to learn how to be strong.. I'm a stupid girl.. Can i do it? Hey.. Am i very useless? "bunch of rubbish. never changed at all" Is this me? I guess so.. back to top?

I can't sleep! "R**** bu yao liao la".. I keep on telling myself this.. Bu yao liao la.. Why i still love him? Why i want to miss him? Don't be stupid! I don't want to love him and miss him anymore.. Ahh~ I want to sleep.. I try to sleep now.. Hope i can sleep now after letting my feeling out.. *Inhale* *Exhale* Mari tidur.. Don't hug pui pui.. Hug the pink alien.. back to top?

HAPPY BELATED VALENTINE'S DAY TO EVERYBODY!! =D
For those who don't have a valentine, don't be upset, by celebrating valentine's day with friends is enjoyable too! =D

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO OUR DEAREST FRIEND, HYINIE!!! =D




We didn't take a lot pictures due to the fact that everybody wasn't paying much attention on our birthday girl but food, food, and FOOD!!! But well, at least we had fun, right? =D

Best wishes to you, Huei Yin!! May your wishes and dreams come true with a blast, and may God bless your family and guild the path of your life through every hardship! =D

These are the roses that I bought for my family from Jia Min. Actually I wanted to give to Kevin's family and Pamela but I forgot to bring them out yesterday so ended up I can only put them in my vase. The purple rose seems to wilt already. Poor rose. =(

Pictures I took today, they were sort of wilting so I unwrapped the bouquet and put them into vase, they look gorgeous, aren't they? =D




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I'm such a spoiler.. I cry and throw up again.. Why must i think about him when i'm happy? To people who thinks i'm such a spoiler, i'm sorry, i can't control myself.. But i had tried my best to.. I hope this will not happen again.. 3 times are enough.. Enough is enough ba.. I really miss him just now.. Can't stop thinking about him.. Everything i saw, has a connection with him.. *Sigh* I really have to stop thinking about him.. Thank you to min for so caring.. Thank you~ And thank you gf! I love gf! Gf treats me so good.. Always there for me when i need them.. I really don't know how to thank you guys.. Don't know why Ling cry inside the car just now when Min was driving on the way to bring me home.. Is it because of what i was singing inside the car? If yes, i'm sorry ok? Don't cry anymore.. *Hug* It's almost 12 now, 30 more minutes to go.. Happy Birthday to Huei Yin again.. For Ling, get well soon.. And for Teng, sweet dream.. I will stop here.. I'm going to sleep now.. Good night gf.. Muack! back to top?

Hello~ I know, it's me again.. Happy Valentine's Day~ And Happy Birthday to Huei Yin! May all your wishes come true and good luck in everything you do.. See you later, at Capers.. Hope you will like the present i bought for you..

Lalala~ I'm bored and hot now.. Bored~ I want to sing but i can't go to meetoto.. Neither friendster.. I don't know why too.. I can go to facebook but i can't play pet society.. So sad~ I dont know what is the problem.. Maybe the connection? Wa~ I want to sing at meetoto and play pet society~ Hot~ There's no air in this room cause the aircon is not on.. Not i don't want to, i'm not in my own room.. It's my brother's room.. I might get scolded if i turn on his aircon without his permission.. Wa~ I want to go to my own room~ It's really hot and getting hotter.. But there's no wireless in my room.. Sad right? Btw, i'm sweating..

I am a SuperGirlGirl~ Woo~ Woo~ An jing de zai shen bian~ Lalalala~

It's super girl time.. It is time for me to enjoy my single life now.. Enjoy~ Forget everything that makes me sad, cry and lose weight! I wanna gain weight and get fat.. Stop thinking about the pass and get a new life! It's a new begining, right? There will be someone better waiting for me in my future.. Yay~ I thinking positively.. I should enjoy, laugh, and study hard with my gf.. I know i can do it! I'm not the stupid girl who will believe anything anymore.. I am now a super girl.. Since i love him so much, let him go.. Let him to do whatever he wants to.. So, he will be happy.. Happy is most important.. Haha.. Gf, let's study hard! Test 1 is coming.. Don't be lazy~ We will go to singapore together ok? Earn a lot money.. Hehehe.. Then i can buy many pink stuffs.. Ling, can buy 100+ lolita.. Huei yin? Story books? Haha.. Just joking.. We must study hard and so that we can enjoy in our future ok? back to top?

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[Nii: Ngai di~ dat girl think her bf gt third party ask her mind herself la.. Only hui soot here ? Got wat use o? bEh bo liao~ blame pp dai sai ar, cn snatch her boy back ar?]

What this bitch want? Who is she? What the fuck she want? I fucking hate her! back to top?

A new birthday present from my gugu.. Thank You..


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Argh! I'm angry.. I didn't do anything.. Why i am always so innocent? [Nii: Kiang eh hwa~ haha.. 2nd party lai find ni le? So bu yao lian ar?] There is no such thing as 2nd party.. Who bu yao lian? You? No 2nd party find your hwa ok! Open your eyes wide and look carefully.. Tell me where is the 2nd party.. Did you forget your spect or you were dreaming? You're just making me hate you.. Stop barking! You better listen, i never tagged at your hwa's tagboard before ok! I didn't do anything.. You better watch your mouth or you'll regret.. Xiao mei mei also want to bully? Bleh you! I know my friends ever tagged at your hwa's tagboard.. But we don't care anymore.. Bacause we don't want to do anything that will SPOIL A RELATIONSHIP.. Good luck to Rayen and Ruey Hwa, from Shanice.. back to top?

Hi~ I want to thank to those who came to my birthday party yesterday.. They are Huei Yin, Siew Ling, Chang Min, Suk Teng, Sia, Tong, Yee Cheng, Jer Bing, Cai Urnn, Choon, John, Fu How, Chee Wei, Poh Ying, Siew Mei and Welfred..




Thanks for the present~
Thank you guys for making me so happy.. THANK YOU! Muack! Muack! Muack! back to top?

This is for ling..

Ling, i'm sorry.. Before the day we went to gadong, i thought you don't wanna care me anymore cause you look annoyed to me.. That is why i asked you do you think i am very annoying when we were on the way home.. But now i realized how lucky i am i got a friend like you.. I was lying on my bed thinking about them again.. So i can't sleep.. I know i must stop myself and the only way is find something to do.. So i opened our blog and read what you blog.. I smiled when i was reading it.. I was saying omg, ling, wow and blablabla inside my heart.. Very high ah.. Ling, i am really sorry what i thought about you.. Hope you can forgive me.. I want to thank you too.. Thank you.. My heart is really pain.. Just like the bitch stabbed a knife in my heart.. The B(Bitch, Betrayal and Backstaber) keeps hurting me.. But you, min, april's mummy, choon, lun, teng, yin and more are healing me.. Thank you guys.. Ling, now know what you mean by "grow up".. I am really sorry ok? Forgive my childish and stupid brain.. Thank you.. I want to hug you tomorrow and i want to print out what you blog and stick it in my room..

I love Ling.. Ling rocks! No. 1! back to top?

We hate that FAT bitch!
She should leave this region and move to somewhere male dogs live.
I don't really care about the truth u meant cuz what i hear is what i know.
It is impossible that what most of the people say are just rumours, u r not worth it to talk about cuz u're just another crazy, weird bitch. But, we just love to gossip about bitches, don't we?
Whatever. If that bitch get to read this, i must let her know, she seriously are not qualified to act like the way she do. I wonder if those males forgot their specs or contact lens to have even considered u in their list. I pity them =( Good luck males. She may be 'fun, loving, caring', watever her friends think she is, but if those r real she won't be called a bitch anymore la pls. Who cares if u have ur own reason n watever fucking damn alasan u're gonna spit, u're just a mean mean mean bitch.
Im not picking up a fight but u r, since the day u go out with our princess's man. U've picked the wrong person to mess with, asshole. Ur boobs n butt may be bigger but who cares when u're thrice our size. I guess u were a 'nobody' at the school cuz i've already forgotten u. Until now, perhaps u're happy tat u finally have a chance to become people's topic? congrates, giant! Ur best achievement, Gold trophy for being the 3rd person in 2 human beings relationship.
I don't care if the man is not coming back to sit at the prince's chair but i can never forgive anyone who hurt my friend so deeply. Usually i say 'why bother?' or 'live ur own life' but not this time. That bitch kinda overdid everything. If u are to be a bitch, u should have know ur own place n go away quietly. Why leave evidence? U're not only mean but stupid too. I wonder what's good about u. =/ Give me an answer pls! Nevermind if no answer exist. Like i care?
Should end this absurdity already. U might tink we're disturbing ur life or watever u call tat, but i wanna tell u, get lost! back to top?

lalala~ it's me again..aahaha

i'm too free so I blog again~
By the way it's Tong birthday so Happy birthday tong! [like he will come and see]
den yuno,shanice,hyin,max's b'day cumin up!!! yeah!! ahahaha


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