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Wednesday, January 20, 2010 @ 10:49 PM

Oh Bones!

My favoutrite puppy died a few days ago, i was sad but i didn't cry.. Maybe cuz i'm quite used to it already? i mean, crying for death? not so me i suppose~ unless a HUMAN died... well i'll have to see who's that lucky man. oops, was that a curse?

oh yeah i kinda observed the corpse and took pics...

this is the head. which was already far apart from the body.. and just now i saw it behind my house but inside my ''house'' compound~ i guess the other puppies kinda, chewed it.

the leftovers.

nearer view~ can u see the bones? the backbones and the legs? and.. the maggots? well blame it all on my phone's sucky camera.............. but u wont wanna see so clearly ^^

did i mention i kept one of the teeth of the dead puppy?(L)

Okay this is.. THE END.

@ 10:22 PM

if you're bored, tell me about it

im so freakin bored at home and i've seriously got nth else to do other than TV TV TV or MOVIE MOVIE MOVIE or ONLINE ONLINE OFFLINE~ yawn! and when i was staring at the tv with my fingers non-stop pushing on the buttons of the remote controllahh.. i stopped at 'nv ren wo zui da' and watched for like.. a while. and then i kinda "absorbed" the "knowledge" or watever u call it.. and decided to go play with my sis's makeuppss~ since nobody's at home...... KEKEKE!

alright. i played wit 1 side of my eyes...and i even played with the pictures! hahaha~

i know im lame. but what else can i do?

and u know wat, i actually kinda miss the days. CLICK

@ 12:20 AM

help!

am i to be seen as a quitter in your eyes now? I believed i can get used to my life there,i just need a little time to adapt.sure i cried a lot the first two days,thinking back,i don't even know why i acted so.the school was okay,even better than i thought,i was considered satisfied.i had abandoned all hopes of returning,until you brought it up.you said if i was really unhappy,you'll be willing to let me go home.i tried so hard to convince you by holding back,and yet my uncontrollable tear ducts seemed to let loose.you said you saw me cry,and it left you doubting your decision.that late phone call in the night kept me awake longer than expected.conversations related to this played over and over in my mind,would you regret this?would that disappointed look show on your face tomorrow?and more importantly,would i regret this? i fell asleep with questions in my head..and as predicted,you showed up next morning with that expression.you made me ask myself the same question again,to leave or to stay? i would not hide the fact that i'm glad to be where i am now,at least i think i am,until this sense of uneasiness emerged.why the fuck am i feeling like this? i need a talk,seriously.

was it guilt?

Labels: releaseee, sharings, thoughts

Saturday, January 16, 2010 @ 2:20 AM

glad that i have you all~

ahem ahem*clears throat*

they say ''isn't she lucky,this brunei-ai girl~'' haha my ringtone! i'm so lame -.-

i honestly think i'm quite lucky.i have awesome friends! whom i'm gonna miss,a LOT.okay la it's not like i'm going to UK and they're gonna be in brunei.i'm just flying off to a place on the same island.is this stupid enough? and then i'll be boarding planes like i'm riding cars~ not that kua zhang but is cha bu duo~ gee i'm hungry! tummy is gonna start growling! wooh lizard tsk-ed ,so i ain't lying~ xD

i'm flying in another 5 hours! to a new place~ ( i always go kk one ) i'm so excited..my tears are coming out~ HAHA i think i won't cry..till night comes.maybe i'll feel lonely,or maybe i'll meet someone damn nice ! ( not indon or filipino u moron ling - - ) hahaha hopefully~ i need some protection in case my mouth offended someone~ =X maybe i should just act shy,though i'm rather shy~ hee hee !

bah it's late.i gotta sleep babes. love you all xoxo

Labels: sharings

Thursday, January 7, 2010 @ 4:31 AM

eeep!

YIKES i've been reading manga for so long?! i didn't even notice @_@ i promised myself i'll sleep early today..what have i done? sniffs the new hole on my right ear hurts.the earring was simply too short and my ears are merely starting to swell,which is why the earring seemed as thoughit was gonna pass through the hole. eww? this is why i hate small studs.the bigger ones wouldn't cause this problem - - but its my own fault.i lie down on my right too often~ and maybe pressure push push~ lalala i better go to sleep soon.the sun is gonna rise soon and my brothers are gonna wake me up with their noise if i haven't fell in deep slumber~nights world!

i wanted to start my healthy days, but sighh.

Labels: sharings, thoughts

@ 12:53 AM

hair baby!

the blogging feeling visited me today =D

looking at my old pics,i realised..

my hair used to be this straight!

ringu is caught in this pic meh-heh~

then hoho..the transformation began~ i evolved! haha not really but,in a way..

ta daaa~ curlsssss! that time..really still quite curly~ looooool..

actually not as curly as the first few days but hey,i'm don't have camwhore disease! i think.

then red came! okay fine.this is when the red are almost washed out..saddening right? ='(

i LOVE flash..in this case. tee hee~

and this is the pathetic present.brown hair sighhsss~

sedihnya ~ heartbroken..

i'm thinking,its not like you people haven't seen me for a long time?and its not like you peeps have nooooo idea how i look like now? hahaha this is like a documentary about my virgin hair gradually making its way down the road of suicidal.

p.s.i'm gonna dye it again ;)

we only got 86 400 seconds in a day to turn it all around or to throw it all away.

Labels: pictures, random, thoughts

Sunday, January 3, 2010 @ 5:23 PM

yummaayyyy!

yoo-hooo~ today,i fell in love again. hahaha ~ browsing around facebook,i found his fan page! it wasn't an official one though but,bububu~

BEHOLD,kanata hongo !

gahhh i melted ~ =)

macam quite small but nvm la~

he reminds me of someone,but i can't figure out who - -

i didn't know he was the guy in YUI's tomorrow's way ! ahmin,are u happy that i mentioned your goddess? xD i think he's quite cute and i looooooooove his eyes! it seems as though they radiate SADNESS! hahaha i think guys with sad eyes are soooo my frequency!

anyway~ this blog is meant to be short! and entirely about him! hoho! i'm gonna fly ! (say whatt?)

I fell in love before school re-opened! =O

Labels: pictures, random, sharings

Friday, January 1, 2010 @ 2:20 PM

voices~

I AM SO FREAKING SLEEPY! i wanna sleep mann! zzzZZZZZ..i'm hearing voices,their voices.i can hear ahchen, harvey, and choon talking outside my shop.they're talking and laughing!i looked out and its obviously not them! omgg simon just joined in.. @_@ i think i'm goin crazy! this is the first time lack of sleep affects me so badd..oh shit,i must be growing old.i merely havto look around and i'll see people who look like them.

I NEED HELP! 911 ~

owhh i even had a dream when i pee! that is so..dangerous man! imagine falling down..my butt will split and my life might end there,at the tender,innocent age of 16. SOBS! i am not using a mouse but i keep looking for it!? what is wrong with my headd today~~~~~?!!!!!! it's only 3.35 goddamn! havto tahan till 10pm?!

i is can die ady..is customer look see look see then i just stand there fa dai a while~ then i is dream ._. my godd..and macam none stop dreaming bout yesterday's party ohh~ LOL i don't recall leaving heavy-hearted~ I EVEN DREAMT WHEN I WAS PEEING! enough scary or not man?! hahaha however i'm proud to announce that i feel better nowww! my remedy? piercing helps =) not my ear la~ three little kids nyahaha~ victims *gleam*

i saw something on fb,and it kinda made my heart stops beating for a minute.damn right?lol here it is ! i don't really get what the note says,but the comments gave me some CLUE! to my dear three peeps,i don't know if anyone will see this soon enough,but please inform me when you've read the note,thanks! even though this doesn't concerns me,but it is related to MAY,who as you all know,sot me tilll.....~~ hahaha..

ohh peeps look at the time! its 6pm! yesss baby! hahaha dinner time? my brother go ideal tapao for me~ he's such a kind bastard today =')

wheeee i gotta feeling~ wwoo-hoo!! what feeling lei? heh heh!

this is what happened after i smacked a fly with a book~ the 'chap' ..at least i thought it was chap~ until i looked closer.they were MOVING.and oh so wonderfully,they were teeny weeny maggots! kawaii ~~ = = fuck man they are fucking disgusting!

poor fly~ well i didn't force it to hover there for so long right? its so stupid that i don't even havto be super fast~ hahaha eww the pliers should be soaked with dettol to cleanse it~

after further observation,it is confirmed that the maggots crawled out of this FLY! EWW with the big big 'E' and 'W's mannn! watchin them push themselves put of the fly is..i'm surprised i was able to enjoy dinner! hahaha..

i know the pictures are like wtf-ingly unclear and everything can't be seen clearly except for my owe-hit-face =) but i wanna share share <3

one day,ringu will be able to eat maggots using lizard spoon =D

Labels: random

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Wednesday, January 20, 2010 @ 10:49 PM Oh Bones! My favoutrite puppy died a few days ago, i was sad but i didn't cry.. Maybe cuz i'm quite used to it already? i mean, crying for death? not so me i suppose~ unless a HUMAN died... well i'll have to see who's that lucky man. oops, was that a curse? oh yeah i kinda observed the corpse and took pics... *this is the head. which was already far apart from the body.. and just now i saw it behind my house but inside my ''house'' compound~ i guess the other puppies kinda, chewed it.* the leftovers. *nearer view~ can u see the bones? the backbones and the legs? and.. the maggots?* well blame it all on my phone's sucky camera.............. but u wont wanna see so clearly ^^ did i mention i kept one of the teeth of the dead puppy?(L) Okay this is.. THE END.** back to top?
@ 10:22 PM if you're bored, tell me about it im so freakin bored at home and i've seriously got nth else to do other than TV TV TV or MOVIE MOVIE MOVIE or ONLINE ONLINE OFFLINE~ yawn! and when i was staring at the tv with my fingers non-stop pushing on the buttons of the remote controllahh.. i stopped at 'nv ren wo zui da' and watched for like.. a while. and then i kinda "absorbed" the "knowledge" or watever u call it.. and decided to go play with my sis's makeuppss~ since nobody's at home...... KEKEKE! alright. i played wit 1 side of my eyes...and i even played with the pictures! hahaha~ i know im lame. but what else can i do? and u know wat, i actually kinda miss the days. CLICK back to top?
@ 12:20 AM help! am i to be seen as a quitter in your eyes now? I believed i can get used to my life there,i just need a little time to adapt.sure i cried a lot the first two days,thinking back,i don't even know why i acted so.the school was okay,even better than i thought,i was considered satisfied.i had abandoned all hopes of returning,until you brought it up.you said if i was really unhappy,you'll be willing to let me go home.i tried so hard to convince you by holding back,and yet my uncontrollable tear ducts seemed to let loose.you said you saw me cry,and it left you doubting your decision.that late phone call in the night kept me awake longer than expected.conversations related to this played over and over in my mind,would you regret this?would that disappointed look show on your face tomorrow?and more importantly,would i regret this? i fell asleep with questions in my head..and as predicted,you showed up next morning with that expression.you made me ask myself the same question again,to leave or to stay? i would not hide the fact that i'm glad to be where i am now,at least i think i am,until this sense of uneasiness emerged.why the fuck am i feeling like this? i need a talk,seriously. *was it guilt?* Labels: releaseee, sharings, thoughts back to top?
Saturday, January 16, 2010 @ 2:20 AM glad that i have you all~ ahem ahemclears throat they say ''isn't she lucky,this brunei-ai girl~'' haha my ringtone! i'm so lame -.- i honestly think i'm quite lucky.i have awesome friends! whom i'm gonna miss,a LOT.okay la it's not like i'm going to UK and they're gonna be in brunei.i'm just flying off to a place on the same island.is this stupid enough? and then i'll be boarding planes like i'm riding cars~ not that kua zhang but is cha bu duo~ gee i'm hungry! tummy is gonna start growling! wooh lizard tsk-ed ,so i ain't lying~ xD i'm flying in another 5 hours! to a new place~ ( i always go kk one ) i'm so excited..my tears are coming out~ HAHA i think i won't cry..till night comes.maybe i'll feel lonely,or maybe i'll meet someone damn nice ! ( not indon or filipino u moron ling - - ) hahaha hopefully~ i need some protection in case my mouth offended someone~ =X maybe i should just act shy,though i'm rather shy~ hee hee ! bah it's late.i gotta sleep babes. love you all xoxo Labels: sharings back to top?
Thursday, January 7, 2010 @ 4:31 AM eeep! YIKES i've been reading manga for so long?! i didn't even notice @_@ i promised myself i'll sleep early today..what have i done? sniffs the new hole on my right ear hurts.the earring was simply too short and my ears are merely starting to swell,which is why the earring seemed as thoughit was gonna pass through the hole. eww? this is why i hate small studs.the bigger ones wouldn't cause this problem - - but its my own fault.i lie down on my right too often~ and maybe pressure push push~ lalala i better go to sleep soon.the sun is gonna rise soon and my brothers are gonna wake me up with their noise if i haven't fell in deep slumber~nights world! i wanted to start my healthy days, but sighh. Labels: sharings, thoughts back to top?
@ 12:53 AM hair baby! the blogging feeling visited me today =D looking at my old pics,i realised.. my hair used to be this straight! ringu is caught in this pic meh-heh~ then hoho..the transformation began~ i evolved! haha not really but,in a way.. ta daaa~ curlsssss! that time..really still quite curly~ looooool.. actually not as curly as the first few days but hey,i'm don't have camwhore disease! i think. then red came! okay fine.this is when the red are almost washed out..saddening right? ='( i LOVE flash..in this case. tee hee~ and this is the pathetic present.brown hair sighhsss~ sedihnya ~ heartbroken.. i'm thinking,its not like you people haven't seen me for a long time?and its not like you peeps have nooooo idea how i look like now? hahaha this is like a documentary about my virgin hair gradually making its way down the road of suicidal. p.s.i'm gonna dye it again ;) we only got 86 400 seconds in a day to turn it all around or to throw it all away. Labels: pictures, random, thoughts back to top?
Sunday, January 3, 2010 @ 5:23 PM yummaayyyy! yoo-hooo~ today,i fell in love again. hahaha ~ browsing around facebook,i found his fan page! it wasn't an official one though but,bububu~ BEHOLD,kanata hongo ! gahhh i melted ~ =) macam quite small but nvm la~ he reminds me of someone,but i can't figure out who - - i didn't know he was the guy in YUI's tomorrow's way ! ahmin,are u happy that i mentioned your goddess? xD i think he's quite cute and i looooooooove his eyes! it seems as though they radiate SADNESS! hahaha i think guys with sad eyes are soooo my frequency! anyway~ this blog is meant to be short! and entirely about him! hoho! i'm gonna fly ! (say whatt?) I fell in love before school re-opened! =O Labels: pictures, random, sharings back to top?
Friday, January 1, 2010 @ 2:20 PM voices~ I AM SO FREAKING SLEEPY! i wanna sleep mann! zzzZZZZZ..i'm hearing voices,their voices.i can hear ahchen, harvey, and choon talking outside my shop.they're talking and laughing!i looked out and its obviously not them! omgg simon just joined in.. @_@ i think i'm goin crazy! this is the first time lack of sleep affects me so badd..oh shit,i must be growing old.i merely havto look around and i'll see people who look like them. I NEED HELP! 911 ~ owhh i even had a dream when i pee! that is so..dangerous man! imagine falling down..my butt will split and my life might end there,at the tender,innocent age of 16. SOBS! i am not using a mouse but i keep looking for it!? what is wrong with my headd today~~~~~?!!!!!! it's only 3.35 goddamn! havto tahan till 10pm?! i is can die ady..is customer look see look see then i just stand there fa dai a while~ then i is dream ._. my godd..and macam none stop dreaming bout yesterday's party ohh~ LOL i don't recall leaving heavy-hearted~ I EVEN DREAMT WHEN I WAS PEEING! enough scary or not man?! hahaha however i'm proud to announce that i feel better nowww! my remedy? piercing helps =) not my ear la~ three little kids nyahaha~ victims gleam i saw something on fb,and it kinda made my heart stops beating for a minute.damn right?lol here it is ! i don't really get what the note says,but the comments gave me some CLUE! to my dear three peeps,i don't know if anyone will see this soon enough,but please inform me when you've read the note,thanks! even though this doesn't concerns me,but it is related to MAY,who as you all know,sot me tilll.....~~ hahaha.. ohh peeps look at the time! its 6pm! yesss baby! hahaha dinner time? my brother go ideal tapao for me~ he's such a kind bastard today =') wheeee i gotta feeling~ wwoo-hoo!! what feeling lei? heh heh! this is what happened after i smacked a fly with a book~ the 'chap' ..at least i thought it was chap~ until i looked closer.they were MOVING.and oh so wonderfully,they were teeny weeny maggots! kawaii ~~ = = fuck man they are fucking disgusting! poor fly~ well i didn't force it to hover there for so long right? its so stupid that i don't even havto be super fast~ hahaha eww the pliers should be soaked with dettol to cleanse it~ after further observation,it is confirmed that the maggots crawled out of this FLY! EWW with the big big 'E' and 'W's mannn! watchin them push themselves put of the fly is..i'm surprised i was able to enjoy dinner! hahaha.. i know the pictures are like wtf-ingly unclear and everything can't be seen clearly except for my owe-hit-face =) but i wanna share share <3 one day,ringu will be able to eat maggots using lizard spoon =D Labels: random back to top?