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Wednesday, September 24, 2008 @ 11:16 PM

Jigoku Shoujo season 3!!!

Okay I guess it's my turn to fei now? xD Hahahah!! But but but but but not so fei also baa!!!! Cos cos cos cos cos Jigoku Shoujo season 3 is coming up! Heard that it's coming up around October this year. WHICH IS NEXT MONTH!!!!!!! (AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) Ahm ahm... oh yes, VERY much looking forward to it!!! =D for more information please visit http://anime.biglobe.ne.jp/jigoku/!!!!

外加一張Season3的壁報!!! =D

Hope you all like it!!! x3

By the way I had just finished the second season of Jigoku Shoujo, so sad de!!! Haii~ Until now still so low my mood because of that... T_T

Oh yea! In second season the three parners have their own story ehh!!! I like Ichimoku Ren's a lot don't know why~ O.o"

ICHIMOKU RENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*dies*

Tuesday, September 23, 2008 @ 12:03 AM

Olalala~

Ohoo~~~ I agree with what Lam Teng said in the previous previous blog in the last last paragraph~ xD "actually sometimes facing unhappiness in our life is not that bad..." nobody likes to be unhappy do we? If you do I would like to say you're insane already = ="" Nahhh~ not that bad actually, sometimes I like to be low, sometimes I like to be high, that's why you can see me up and down suddenly~ Lol~ okok lar~~ xDD

Everyone in this world will experience unpleasant things, sometimes it's BAD, sometimes it's just alright; it's just depends on how you're gonna face the problem. You will gain experience when you face problems, sooner or later you will have to learn to handle the problems first, then slowly you will learn to solve the problems. Not to be too panic when you face problems, not to be too upset too, leave a little bit spaces in your mind, think about why and how things happened and think if there's ways to cool things down. =]

Teng, don't be too sad if your parents don't support you to do anything, don't be worried and be confidence to yourself in what you like or what you know to do, because there's too many things in the world that we can never learn them all, why not just pick something you like, at least a little bit? Try them out, and feel it with your heart, don't care about those people who don't support you, but care about those who care for you and gives opinions on what will make you do better in your future or life. =]

Things aren't easy as we thought, sometimes we think we're ready for certain things, actually we're not. There's always 'understand', and 'know' what things really are, but 'understanding' and 'knowing' is different thing ('dong' gen 'hui' shi bu yi yang de dong xi). So just have some try of something, you always have to learn. However, you will never success without any failure, right? Nobody in this world became a steady person without ANY failure, you see, Edison, the one who invented light bulb, who tried like 34678342378490250235890832 times to get his experiment successed, but he never gave up~ or we won't have the light bulb now EH? XD

SO YES! PLEK PLEK PO! JIA YOU!!!! GIRLFRIENDS! JIA YOU!!!! XD

Monday, September 22, 2008 @ 7:22 PM

woohoo eeehooo

LALALALA...THE SHOP IS PRETTY!! THE SOP IS SO...AAAAAAAAAAAA! SNOWFLAKES EVERYWHERE!! ahahhaa...the shop is call charmy and it sell " snow " actually ice instead of ice-cream..and there's one ice-cream that i think very weird is something to do with ice-cream and yolk..@.@..and what more..the ice is made from deep ocean water and have to be exported from the Taiwan HQ to here..wow..lalala..and TVXQ ' s 4th korean album is going debut..wooohoo~alalalalalala...

well..-end-

Labels: sharings

@ 6:56 PM

Teenagers

Tralalala..i am here agen..lol...well.. reading people's blog and listening to the thoughts from my friends i start to think..do teenagers always felt left out ? hmm..of course not everyone do but..hmm..maybe ngam hao some of the people around me felt like that.

Actually I do felt out too..i sometimes felt I am alone in this world..hmm...and i am thinking what should i do in the future?[this is also one of the problems of the teenagers , i think ] i think i lose my passion in doing things now..dancing or whatsoever..and i don't know what I am good in..seems like my mum don't support what I like to do..and I think it's sad..bah-ha..and seems like my mum do support my brother to learn dancing or something to do with music more [ because my brother is more sai lei?hmm..true] that's also why that makes me feel alone..no support..but I know this is only a small case...ha-bah..

And I do feel like I like to act..erm..act as in yuan xi..bah-ha for the 2nd time.but when i told my jiran again..she says what sometime I am like gu yi want to xi ying people's attention..WTH agen? no connection at all..but she says this because of some story that happens when we were dancing last time.oh well! maybe I can be the attention of everyone..wahahha..but maybe she's just advising me..well..i do fan shen a bit..eheh..but what she says da ji me again..and it happens that when she say this and what my mum says is the same day..uugh~well..maybe i can just don't care what people say to me but do what i like..but..world nowadays seems like..hmm..tak boleh..

I think my blog will looks messy and long..ahah..and there's something I want to say to..actually sometimes facing unhappyness in our life is not that bad...but true..it's awful and not easy to do..but you'll ling wu something after facing unhappyness..ermm..noe wad i mean?hah..that's wat i think..sometimes if u chose to tao pi it..it's still ther..hmm..i think..i am nt biao ta-ing my point but hope you all will understand..hahaha...

well...my blog ends here...and i think what i blog seems lik not connected to my topic..ahaha

p.s. holiday makes me fa mei sheng ku~

Labels: thoughts

Sunday, September 21, 2008 @ 6:54 PM

i wanna peeeeeee in the toilet~

lalala.. went out to sot wit min n teng ytd.. blablabla-ed~ oh ya, we must go to snow house with shan n hyin when she's back! nice shop horr~ lol.. i miss hyin~n shanice~n eileen~ i miss everyone actually =/ im rly bored at home.. lalala`` nth to do.. i wanna playyyyyyyy smth.. lol..

actually.. i dno if anyone realised or kan de chu.. i was kinda sad last nyt.. u noe.. some some.. lalala.. yea, tats ryte.. i hate it. hate to feel sad.. raraararar..hate it. guess noone likes it huh? mayb emoss do? lol.. and i tot he's mad at me = = fu za de xing qing... hate it. hate him =_=
most of the time.. to face smth unhappy or watsoever lik this.. usually i tink i choose to give up or escape.. lalala.. btw i tink i write this at d wrong place liao.. lol~ it seems lik im complaining blablabla oways complainingg~ n .. complainss shud b in my own blog, dn u tink so? hmm watever.. who cares? im juz blogging~ rarara .. its nt lik im writting news or watsoever.. i don giv a damn on anything..

lalala don feel lik blogging liao.. hahaha~ cuz im happy now. lol.. the 'fu za de xin qing' disappear liao~ lol.. but im goin2 blog at my blog.. i sounds mao dun. lol..
SIEN SI WO LAA!

i wanna peeeeeeeeeeeeee in d toilettt~

Labels: random

Friday, September 19, 2008 @ 3:32 PM

wondering

i am wonderin am i really thtat soi yang?? lol..

cuz fang ting oways ask me to bao chi xing xiang..but i did ler!! in some occassions~ ohoh..

That day she say smth when we were goin to tong's hse bbq..she say wat..go la go la..zong se qing you one u..WAT? wat se i hav to zong man!!!can i anyone ans me.."se" ? wit ling??lfm...well..she's somewhat funny wid what she do and talk sometimes..what more can i do..we're GOOD neighbours..=D

well..this blog just appear to be my complaints and bla~lol..as no one blogs den i blog luu~

OHOHOHOH

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Wednesday, September 10, 2008 @ 7:44 PM

The thoughts... =]

Everyone has negative thoughts, it's not that
you're an EMO just because you always think negatively... I admit that I'm also afraid of what Hyin had mentioned in the previous entry that things we wanted wouldn't happen in the future, but look, if you keep thinking or afraid of if it's gonna happen, the percentage of it happening in the future will be really low... So here it is, if we don't go for it, it wouldn't happen; at the mean time, if we go for it, the percentage of it happening in the future will be higher. So girls, let's think a bit positively, if you're afraid of that your parents wouldn't want you to go to where you want to study, do a trade with them by telling them what you should get and what you will get for your O levels' result in terms to get to study with us! =D I'll do that next year, though my parents might want me to go back to Taiwan to study, but I'll plan this way to get to KL to study with you guys! ^^ Yayy!!

Look Huei Yin, nobody's gonna push you from behind all the time, you have to learn to grow up by yourself. Cos we can't always be there to save you, or talk to you all the time when you're down, you've just gonna learn to face things alone sometimes, or most of the time when you grown up, learn to be independent. =] You relied because you're used to us, but what about the world, the society you're going to enter next time? Which is just few years or few steps ahead of you, by the way there's nothing too easy in the other world other than living in a student world, because they're more sly people out there. Not only Huei Yin, all of us have to learn to be independent, though group work is important too, but we're not gonna work together next time, are we? xp

*******************************************

Lemme teach you guys some simple technique.

Every time when you're down or moody, try to look for meaningful phrases or stories, which will really brighten your thoughts in the end. =]

Or take a look at some pictures, enjoy the beautiful scene you can see in a little photography. Be grateful that you can still see the beautiful things when some people couldn't.

Never say 'life sucks' because you have no right to say that when you're having lots of things what some people don't have in their life. If you think your life is really sucks, do some effort to it and make it wonderful! =]

Think thoroughly and deeply sometimes. =]

Be grateful to every single second you're having, have a nice day!!! =D

Friday, September 5, 2008 @ 4:11 PM

pathetic me..

sooner or ltr..we'll graduate..
and even though we keep sayin tat we'll share in a dorm in college..
and have cleanin duties for everyone to do..
and buy refreshments whenever exams are comin..
and den we'll gain weight..or whatsoever..
i'm kinda scared..worried..tat it won't happen..

i'm oso nt sure why i'm thinkin this way..
could it be that..ling's blog made me sad and gloomy again..??
make me think bout negative thoughts again..??
god..mayb i reali am very ''emo''..
btw i meant de other blog..

cuz i'm thinkin..what if it didn't end up as we planned..??
den i dunno wad i'll do ady..
damn..why isit so hard for me to make a decision..??
whether i wanna continue my studies or nt..
cuz..judgin by my results nw..its kinda ''errr..''

but its kinda hard for me to imagine..
life without u guys..its lik so lonely..
so quiet..so..meaningless..
but i didn't mean it like we'll lose contact or wad..
jux..arghhhh!! i oso dunno wad i'm sayin..!!

de point is..i think i can't be independant on my own..!!
u noe..like stand on my own feet..?!
cuz..i guessed i relied on u all a little too much sometimes..
mayb all de time..i dun reali noe..
u all are always dere to listen to my problems..
my heart problems or anythin..and i'll feel better after our ''talk''..

so..i reali can't imagine life without someone to talk to everynight..
will it feels empty-er?? my life is already pathetic..
and i dun wanna make it worse..i jux wan my life to stay de way it is nw..
is it too much to ask for..??
although i can't imagine myself talkin on de phone in de late night..
when i'm..err..old..?? i mean..reali old..lik..60+..lolx..

i guess i jux dun wanna be left alone..
for no reason..jux hate de feelin..
*sigh* i've always wanted to post somethin meaningful..
but i'm guessin..this is oso goin to end up in my crap category..

Labels: thoughts

Thursday, September 4, 2008 @ 10:59 PM

i have made my decision!

hohoho! i have decided! to choose either to learn bass or smth else.
i mean.. cuz i ony can choose 1 thing to spend my savings at. lol.
i noe tat sounds pity, cuz i dn hav much savingss.. T^T
and! i tink im too old for music ady.. i tink. n my sis says so - -''
if i learn hor..i'll havto but a bass lagi.. dono how much ler..
in addition~ i tink i learn for a while mayb lazy ady lor..
so i decided! i'll.. COSPLAY! hahaha!
i noe they seems to have nooo connection at all.
but.. if i choose 1 to 'concentrate' on.. shud b better, no?
i aimed for mikuru for vry long ady..
n she is goin2 be my 1st cosplay!! mi mi miracle! mikurun-run! xD
found her costume at fan+friend bt i don rly like the fabric n the design isnt so..
perfect? its kinda.. different frm d anime.. n i dn lik tat. lol
so perhaps i'll tell the tailor blablabla.. n it'll tak a month..
hmm_ exciteeeedd~ hahaha..okay. this is crap actually..
juz feel lik bloggin =p
i'll end this wit a picture of us from ranoadidas.. lol~

shane belongs to me! (eventho he's not in this pix =p)

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Monday, September 1, 2008 @ 9:03 PM

happenings ~

This is another short blog again..ahahaha..hahahahaha..haha.ha..

well..today..chem tcher sudenli fa lan zha scold ppl..omg~! n her voice..woohoo..so high her pitch..but i can know her reasons of scolding us and it's not easy to teach nowadays..hhaha..[lik i m a tcher]

but..tcher scold liao nvm..but ..some of us[ better don't mention]don't know their own fault or whatever or maybe I am not really sure with the whole thing BUT this is not the first teacher of scolding them and us again..

I am wondering what are "they" thinking..they seems like always pushing thier responsibility to other people and never found out their fault or maybe it's not thier fault BUT it's somekind of pathetic that they don't know where they are wrong...

I am thinking if i had really "biao ta" my meaning to you all cuz my "biao ta neng li" is quite low..ahaha..and there's something i wna says too..dat is sumtimes i think this world is very mao dun and unfair[but i think this is just my negative thoughts]..

mao dun- i guess for ppl who are reading this blog can ALMOST agrees with me that this world is quite mao dun..you can find it everywhere or is it just my point of view??nvm..iyou can find examples of mao dun bside things happening bside you...

unfair-well..this is what i think sumtimes only..but sumtymes it is fair [ mao dun eh?] so this is jonly just the matter of which angle you are thinking from so..but..really sumtimes i cant help to think this world is quite unfair sumtimes..

well...i forget what to write so i would just stop here first~ahaha...

-shane is so cute->.<

Labels: thoughts

@ 8:52 PM

Am I too man?

well..dno you guys cud notice the title or nt but..sumtimes i think i m auite man one lor..muahaha

cuz from small till now..quite sum ppl say i m a bit..ermm..tomboy??lol..nvm..i admit it..

and according to the horoscope says that i am nt "ti tie" n "fan ren" too..

am i too soi yang in class??[ noob face]

but dat's me!!what can i do??hmm..nvm..alala..

- the blog ends here -

p.s. suddenly ends agen..

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Wednesday, September 24, 2008 @ 11:16 PM Jigoku Shoujo season 3!!! Okay I guess it's my turn to fei now? xD Hahahah!! But but but but but not so fei also baa!!!! Cos cos cos cos cos Jigoku Shoujo season 3 is coming up! Heard that it's coming up around October this year. WHICH IS NEXT MONTH!!!!!!! (AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) Ahm ahm... oh yes, VERY much looking forward to it!!! =D for more information please visit http://anime.biglobe.ne.jp/jigoku/!!!! 外加一張Season3的壁報!!! =D Hope you all like it!!! x3 By the way I had just finished the second season of Jigoku Shoujo, so sad de!!! Haii~ Until now still so low my mood because of that... T_T Oh yea! In second season the three parners have their own story ehh!!! I like Ichimoku Ren's a lot don't know why~ O.o" ICHIMOKU RENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dies back to top?
Tuesday, September 23, 2008 @ 12:03 AM Olalala~ Ohoo~~~ I agree with what Lam Teng said in the previous previous blog in the last last paragraph~ xD "actually sometimes facing unhappiness in our life is not that bad..." nobody likes to be unhappy do we? If you do I would like to say you're insane already = ="" Nahhh~ not that bad actually, sometimes I like to be low, sometimes I like to be high, that's why you can see me up and down suddenly~ Lol~ okok lar~~ xDD Everyone in this world will experience unpleasant things, sometimes it's BAD, sometimes it's just alright; it's just depends on how you're gonna face the problem. You will gain experience when you face problems, sooner or later you will have to learn to handle the problems first, then slowly you will learn to solve the problems. Not to be too panic when you face problems, not to be too upset too, leave a little bit spaces in your mind, think about why and how things happened and think if there's ways to cool things down. =] Teng, don't be too sad if your parents don't support you to do anything, don't be worried and be confidence to yourself in what you like or what you know to do, because there's too many things in the world that we can never learn them all, why not just pick something you like, at least a little bit? Try them out, and feel it with your heart, don't care about those people who don't support you, but care about those who care for you and gives opinions on what will make you do better in your future or life. =] Things aren't easy as we thought, sometimes we think we're ready for certain things, actually we're not. There's always 'understand', and 'know' what things really are, but 'understanding' and 'knowing' is different thing ('dong' gen 'hui' shi bu yi yang de dong xi). So just have some try of something, you always have to learn. However, you will never success without any failure, right? Nobody in this world became a steady person without ANY failure, you see, Edison, the one who invented light bulb, who tried like 34678342378490250235890832 times to get his experiment successed, but he never gave up~ or we won't have the light bulb now EH? XD SO YES! PLEK PLEK PO! JIA YOU!!!! GIRLFRIENDS! JIA YOU!!!! XD back to top?
Monday, September 22, 2008 @ 7:22 PM woohoo eeehooo LALALALA...THE SHOP IS PRETTY!! THE SOP IS SO...AAAAAAAAAAAA! SNOWFLAKES EVERYWHERE!! ahahhaa...the shop is call charmy and it sell " snow " actually ice instead of ice-cream..and there's one ice-cream that i think very weird is something to do with ice-cream and yolk..@.@..and what more..the ice is made from deep ocean water and have to be exported from the Taiwan HQ to here..wow..lalala..and TVXQ ' s 4th korean album is going debut..wooohoo~alalalalalala... well..-end- Labels: sharings back to top?
@ 6:56 PM Teenagers Tralalala..i am here agen..lol...well.. reading people's blog and listening to the thoughts from my friends i start to think..do teenagers always felt left out ? hmm..of course not everyone do but..hmm..maybe ngam hao some of the people around me felt like that. Actually I do felt out too..i sometimes felt I am alone in this world..hmm...and i am thinking what should i do in the future?[this is also one of the problems of the teenagers , i think ] i think i lose my passion in doing things now..dancing or whatsoever..and i don't know what I am good in..seems like my mum don't support what I like to do..and I think it's sad..bah-ha..and seems like my mum do support my brother to learn dancing or something to do with music more [ because my brother is more sai lei?hmm..true] that's also why that makes me feel alone..no support..but I know this is only a small case...ha-bah.. And I do feel like I like to act..erm..act as in yuan xi..bah-ha for the 2nd time.but when i told my jiran again..she says what sometime I am like gu yi want to xi ying people's attention..WTH agen? no connection at all..but she says this because of some story that happens when we were dancing last time.oh well! maybe I can be the attention of everyone..wahahha..but maybe she's just advising me..well..i do fan shen a bit..eheh..but what she says da ji me again..and it happens that when she say this and what my mum says is the same day..uugh~well..maybe i can just don't care what people say to me but do what i like..but..world nowadays seems like..hmm..tak boleh.. I think my blog will looks messy and long..ahah..and there's something I want to say to..actually sometimes facing unhappyness in our life is not that bad...but true..it's awful and not easy to do..but you'll ling wu something after facing unhappyness..ermm..noe wad i mean?hah..that's wat i think..sometimes if u chose to tao pi it..it's still ther..hmm..i think..i am nt biao ta-ing my point but hope you all will understand..hahaha... well...my blog ends here...and i think what i blog seems lik not connected to my topic..ahaha p.s. holiday makes me fa mei sheng ku~ Labels: thoughts back to top?
Sunday, September 21, 2008 @ 6:54 PM i wanna peeeeeee in the toilet~ lalala.. went out to sot wit min n teng ytd.. blablabla-ed~ oh ya, we must go to snow house with shan n hyin when she's back! nice shop horr~ lol.. i miss hyin~n shanice~n eileen~ i miss everyone actually =/ im rly bored at home.. lalala`` nth to do.. i wanna playyyyyyyy smth.. lol.. actually.. i dno if anyone realised or kan de chu.. i was kinda sad last nyt.. u noe.. some some.. lalala.. yea, tats ryte.. i hate it. hate to feel sad.. raraararar..hate it. guess noone likes it huh? mayb emoss do? lol.. and i tot he's mad at me = = fu za de xing qing... hate it. hate him =_= most of the time.. to face smth unhappy or watsoever lik this.. usually i tink i choose to give up or escape.. lalala.. btw i tink i write this at d wrong place liao.. lol~ it seems lik im complaining blablabla oways complainingg~ n .. complainss shud b in my own blog, dn u tink so? hmm watever.. who cares? im juz blogging~ rarara .. its nt lik im writting news or watsoever.. i don giv a damn on anything.. lalala don feel lik blogging liao.. hahaha~ cuz im happy now. lol.. the 'fu za de xin qing' disappear liao~ lol.. but im goin2 blog at my blog.. i sounds mao dun. lol.. SIEN SI WO LAA! i wanna peeeeeeeeeeeeee in d toilettt~ Labels: random back to top?
Friday, September 19, 2008 @ 3:32 PM wondering i am wonderin am i really thtat soi yang?? lol.. cuz fang ting oways ask me to bao chi xing xiang..but i did ler!! in some occassions~ ohoh.. That day she say smth when we were goin to tong's hse bbq..she say wat..go la go la..zong se qing you one u..WAT? wat se i hav to zong man!!!can i anyone ans me.."se" ? wit ling??lfm...well..she's somewhat funny wid what she do and talk sometimes..what more can i do..we're GOOD neighbours..=D well..this blog just appear to be my complaints and bla~lol..as no one blogs den i blog luu~ OHOHOHOH Labels: random back to top?
Wednesday, September 10, 2008 @ 7:44 PM The thoughts... =] Everyone has negative thoughts, it's not that you're an EMO just because you always think negatively... I admit that I'm also afraid of what Hyin had mentioned in the previous entry that things we wanted wouldn't happen in the future, but look, if you keep thinking or afraid of if it's gonna happen, the percentage of it happening in the future will be really low... So here it is, if we don't go for it, it wouldn't happen; at the mean time, if we go for it, the percentage of it happening in the future will be higher. So girls, let's think a bit positively, if you're afraid of that your parents wouldn't want you to go to where you want to study, do a trade with them by telling them what you should get and what you will get for your O levels' result in terms to get to study with us! =D I'll do that next year, though my parents might want me to go back to Taiwan to study, but I'll plan this way to get to KL to study with you guys! ^^ Yayy!! Look Huei Yin, nobody's gonna push you from behind all the time, you have to learn to grow up by yourself. Cos we can't always be there to save you, or talk to you all the time when you're down, you've just gonna learn to face things alone sometimes, or most of the time when you grown up, learn to be independent. =] You relied because you're used to us, but what about the world, the society you're going to enter next time? Which is just few years or few steps ahead of you, by the way there's nothing too easy in the other world other than living in a student world, because they're more sly people out there. Not only Huei Yin, all of us have to learn to be independent, though group work is important too, but we're not gonna work together next time, are we? xp ******************************************* Lemme teach you guys some simple technique. Every time when you're down or moody, try to look for meaningful phrases or stories, which will really brighten your thoughts in the end. =] Or take a look at some pictures, enjoy the beautiful scene you can see in a little photography. Be grateful that you can still see the beautiful things when some people couldn't. Never say 'life sucks' because you have no right to say that when you're having lots of things what some people don't have in their life. If you think your life is really sucks, do some effort to it and make it wonderful! =] Think thoroughly and deeply sometimes. =] Be grateful to every single second you're having, have a nice day!!! =D back to top?
Friday, September 5, 2008 @ 4:11 PM pathetic me.. sooner or ltr..we'll graduate.. and even though we keep sayin tat we'll share in a dorm in college.. and have cleanin duties for everyone to do.. and buy refreshments whenever exams are comin.. and den we'll gain weight..or whatsoever.. i'm kinda scared..worried..tat it won't happen.. i'm oso nt sure why i'm thinkin this way.. could it be that..ling's blog made me sad and gloomy again..?? make me think bout negative thoughts again..?? god..mayb i reali am very ''emo''.. btw i meant de other blog.. cuz i'm thinkin..what if it didn't end up as we planned..?? den i dunno wad i'll do ady.. damn..why isit so hard for me to make a decision..?? whether i wanna continue my studies or nt.. cuz..judgin by my results nw..its kinda ''errr..'' but its kinda hard for me to imagine.. life without u guys..its lik so lonely.. so quiet..so..meaningless.. but i didn't mean it like we'll lose contact or wad.. jux..arghhhh!! i oso dunno wad i'm sayin..!! de point is..i think i can't be independant on my own..!! u noe..like stand on my own feet..?! cuz..i guessed i relied on u all a little too much sometimes.. mayb all de time..i dun reali noe.. u all are always dere to listen to my problems.. my heart problems or anythin..and i'll feel better after our ''talk''.. so..i reali can't imagine life without someone to talk to everynight.. will it feels empty-er?? my life is already pathetic.. and i dun wanna make it worse..i jux wan my life to stay de way it is nw.. is it too much to ask for..?? although i can't imagine myself talkin on de phone in de late night.. when i'm..err..old..?? i mean..reali old..lik..60+..lolx.. i guess i jux dun wanna be left alone.. for no reason..jux hate de feelin.. sigh i've always wanted to post somethin meaningful.. but i'm guessin..this is oso goin to end up in my crap category.. Labels: thoughts back to top?
Thursday, September 4, 2008 @ 10:59 PM i have made my decision! hohoho! i have decided! to choose either to learn bass or smth else. i mean.. cuz i ony can choose 1 thing to spend my savings at. lol. i noe tat sounds pity, cuz i dn hav much savingss.. T^T and! i tink im too old for music ady.. i tink. n my sis says so - -'' if i learn hor..i'll havto but a bass lagi.. dono how much ler.. in addition~ i tink i learn for a while mayb lazy ady lor.. so i decided! i'll.. COSPLAY! hahaha! i noe they seems to have nooo connection at all. but.. if i choose 1 to 'concentrate' on.. shud b better, no? i aimed for mikuru for vry long ady.. n she is goin2 be my 1st cosplay!! mi mi miracle! mikurun-run! xD found her costume at fan+friend bt i don rly like the fabric n the design isnt so.. perfect? its kinda.. different frm d anime.. n i dn lik tat. lol so perhaps i'll tell the tailor blablabla.. n it'll tak a month.. hmm_ exciteeeedd~ hahaha..okay. this is crap actually.. juz feel lik bloggin =p i'll end this wit a picture of us from ranoadidas.. lol~ shane belongs to me! (eventho he's not in this pix =p) Labels: random back to top?
Monday, September 1, 2008 @ 9:03 PM happenings ~ This is another short blog again..ahahaha..hahahahaha..haha.ha.. well..today..chem tcher sudenli fa lan zha scold ppl..omg~! n her voice..woohoo..so high her pitch..but i can know her reasons of scolding us and it's not easy to teach nowadays..hhaha..[lik i m a tcher] but..tcher scold liao nvm..but ..some of us[ better don't mention]don't know their own fault or whatever or maybe I am not really sure with the whole thing BUT this is not the first teacher of scolding them and us again.. I am wondering what are "they" thinking..they seems like always pushing thier responsibility to other people and never found out their fault or maybe it's not thier fault BUT it's somekind of pathetic that they don't know where they are wrong... I am thinking if i had really "biao ta" my meaning to you all cuz my "biao ta neng li" is quite low..ahaha..and there's something i wna says too..dat is sumtimes i think this world is very mao dun and unfair[but i think this is just my negative thoughts].. mao dun- i guess for ppl who are reading this blog can ALMOST agrees with me that this world is quite mao dun..you can find it everywhere or is it just my point of view??nvm..iyou can find examples of mao dun bside things happening bside you... unfair-well..this is what i think sumtimes only..but sumtymes it is fair [ mao dun eh?] so this is jonly just the matter of which angle you are thinking from so..but..really sumtimes i cant help to think this world is quite unfair sumtimes.. well...i forget what to write so i would just stop here first~ahaha... -shane is so cute->.< Labels: thoughts back to top?
@ 8:52 PM Am I too man? well..dno you guys cud notice the title or nt but..sumtimes i think i m auite man one lor..muahaha cuz from small till now..quite sum ppl say i m a bit..ermm..tomboy??lol..nvm..i admit it.. and according to the horoscope says that i am nt "ti tie" n "fan ren" too.. am i too soi yang in class??[ noob face] but dat's me!!what can i do??hmm..nvm..alala.. - the blog ends here - p.s. suddenly ends agen.. back to top?