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Sunday, March 29, 2009 @ 11:44 PM

I'm ALIVE! =D

@ 9:46 PM

Nohhh~

Seeeeeeeriously i hate the feeling of hanging at the middle of nowhere, dono if im going to fall or be raised. Just hanging there. Not moving at all. = =

I guess i better settle things faster.. Before i lose more weight -_-" I noe this might sound a lil kiam pa but i rly don't wanna lose any weight = = not now. lol. I have healthy weight now! (According to wii fit =p) and im glad that im quite far from the danger of getting overweight. But (not very)nearly underweight. So, I bet shanice is totally UNDERWEIGHTTTTTT! and hyin LAGI cham! So tall! tsk tsk tsk~ Not good looking, too bone-y. hahaha =p
Haiiiiii, im vry kiek ju kiek ju agen. Miao~ this suck. But i dono how to settle things now~~~!!! I've brought myself into this stupid feeling. grrrr. baka rly describe me best. *sighs again* Why am i so stupid~~~? Actually i dono wat do i want =/ well, i think i want this but im afraid of that lagi. lol. Im so up n down n left n right now. I think u guys shud noe wat i meant/trying to say~?
Okay, now... i.....am...... blank. Like, again? wtf? im mindless~

School reopens tmr... that's, sad. T^T well, WHATEVER LA.
i don't mind~ =)

@#$#$^$%*%*@#@%$&^(*&(!!!

Friday, March 27, 2009 @ 11:02 PM

x_x

temporarily dead.

Just let me be alone~

yeah, leave me alone.

Thursday, March 26, 2009 @ 6:27 PM

The rose

Some say love it is a river,

that drowns the tender reed

some say love it is a razer,

that leaves your soul to bleed

Some say love it is a hunger,

an endless aching need

I say love it is a flower,

and you it's only seed

It's the heart afraid of breaking,that never learns to dance

It's the dream afraid of waking,that never takes the chance

It's the one who won't be taken,who cannot seem to give

and the soul afraid of dying,that never learns to live

When the night has been too lonely,

and the road has been too long

and you think that love is only,

for the lucky and the strong

Just remember in the winter,far beneath the bitter snows

lies the seed,that with the sun's love,in the spring,

becomes the rose..

I liked this song~ makes me feel..relaxed~ lol

@ 4:48 PM

what the fuck?

wow i feel like scoldin this word again and again today.

but i have no idea why,mayb im pissed off!

i'll just keep this blog short,so there~! xD

@ 2:15 PM

Survivor!

TVXQ 26th Japanese single : Survivor
:-pre-released of the 4th Japanese album 'The Secret Code'

I feel so outdated T_T Haven't update myself for quite some time already.. This single is released on 11/3 n yesterday baru i noe. wtf? I still dare to call myself a cassiopeia? T^T Well, i still support them! mentally! lol~
Jae ah, you knoe i love you ryt? I always do~ =3
About the song, it wasn't like what i imagined a 'survivor' song would be like.. But after listening twice or thrice i think its nice~ Very catchy i guess? I love Jae's voice!! Especially when he sings the chorus. Oh yeah baby, im falling in love~ again.

Alright, go download the songs la~ Since i don't think you can get it in Brunei = =" just buy it some other day? Or wait for the album only then buy~ Btw, there's one more song, called 'Take Your Hands'. Go download ~ and tell me what do u tink. Personally i like survivor more. But this oso quite cool one.
Actually i tink both oso nice. Damn im so mao dun. Anyway, i can send to u guys the song if u wan~
Alright, im bouncing to the toilet. Jaa.. =)

TVXQ continues to ROCK our world!

Labels: sharings

Monday, March 23, 2009 @ 9:21 PM

TERIMA KASIH~!

OH YEAH IT'S ME~ LOL

I really so exciting?by the way get to my point..
thanks for gou fei and everyone oh! lol.. ( i sounds so annoying)
by the way saya sudah 16 years old. i will sang sang seng seng. lol. and I have to apperciates what I ( and we) have now. lol. like bo kuan lian.whatever la.lol
bah bah. like this la~

tralalala~ =D

p.s. i still think i look weird in that photo. lol chang min

-end-

@ 2:43 PM

JI MUI ARH JI MUI~!! XD

Though it's one day late, but I still have to say...

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO
TENGA
!!!
OUR DEAREST JI MUI~!! XDD

Tenga Da Mei Nv~!!! xDD

Happy Birhtday 38 Tenga!! xD

too dark? = ="

I guess it's a little bit too bright? X . x

Went to hang out at our usual spot, 'The Mall'. Well, don't blame us, that's the only place that we can go in Brueni, though there's still Qlap but yea, it's getting more isolated now then. XD

So yes, went to watch Teng's brother, Xian Wei and his friends' dance competition, it was great! Awesome! We screamed through their dance, and I almost screamed my throat out!! xD I should be thankful that I'm not mute, yet. = =" Later on, there was this dance PK show, it's a one-on-one competition, they picked out one person from each group to challenge each other, thus those who won the judgers' heart and goes to top 3 will win a latest B-mobile phone, pretty attractive, ain't it? xD Xian Wei did well, but his PK partner was a little boy, so apparently he has fang a loooooot shui~ In the end, he didn't win the prize but they won the group dancing competition! Congratulation~! I believe Teng was glad too! =D

So right after the dance competition, it around 7 or 8 so we decided to go to snow house as we planned earlier, ate Ice cream, then Ah Tong brought the cake out! Awwwwwwwwwwwwwww, that was sooooooooo touching~!!!! AREN'T YOU SO TOUCHED, TENG???? XDDDD But too bad, Choon wasn't there until we were about to go, eventhough he was pretty tired from his own event, he still willing to drop by and greet Teng, how nice of him~! =D He ate the piece of cake that Urnn didn't managed to finish, he said it was great!!! xDD How nice~! =D

Later on, we went to a place and had a heart to heart talk, it's always very nice to talk to each other like that, especially in a comfortable night like that. =]

*End of the day* <3

Being around the girls, I've finally learn that, don't ever take your friends for granted, or should the day comes when friends left you out, do not blame them for leaving you. I'm saying this for some reason, friends will always be disappointed for someone behave like this. Well, take in or not, it's your own choice, I have no right to squeeze all this shits into your bird-like brain. ;)

@ 12:03 AM

The Chain

We're all here because of a reason. A reason you may not realise yet, and this is why we live, to look for the reason of life.

This is saved as a draft for quite long ady = ='' so i guess i'll just squeeze out something from my mind and post it! lol. Well, actually i have a lot to say 1.. But now im blank :0

What was i planning to blog liao arh.................... hmm.. about us i tink? I mean, friendship? Or more? blabla.. i totally forgot! hallelujah~ and im not in the mood to blog about things so.. emotional~ lol.. Just so you know, i usually spend more than 2hrs being alone n think about everythings clearly then i start to blog about those, things. I doubt that u understand what im talking about here -_-'' cuz i don rly understand what im saying either..... lol~

From my point of view, life should be happy =D Even though life's hard, true ain't it? But this is why we seek for joy, laughter~ Always think more of the bright side! When something is blocking your way, or when you don't feel that happy at the moment, never forget~ good things always happen after bad things, good luck always come after bad luck. Oh yeah u getting it now? lol~

Well i wasn't planning to blog about those = =''''' It doesn't fit the title at all! blablas~
Alright i gotta bounce. LOL~
I'll just make a conclusion about my title... - -''
GouFei's is very lucky i can say, we meet because of the chain, our chain pulled us together and now it all depends on us.. whether to protect the chain or just leave it and let it rust then break. One more thing, if only one side is holding on the chain, it won't stay for long.. Make your decision, a tiny false choice u made may damage the chain fully and never recover. =o

Don't be afraid to let them show, your true colours.

Friday, March 20, 2009 @ 8:37 PM

We blog =D

ringu: hey!
rain: we're blogging!!!!!!!!!
hyin: i'm hungry = =
ringu: im not! =D
rain: jump jump?!
hyin: yea i dreamt that i jump from a plane and i dunno hw to open a parachute!!!
ringu: hahaha rly? n u dejavu-ed? lol~
rain: pffffftss dejavu?
hyin: yea i dreamt of this scene!!! i said dejavu in my dream. lol..
ringu: yea watever. im bored D;
rain: wo de shou gei ni chi lo hyin~
hyin: bu yao.. ni da bian lai..
ringu: = =''
rain: wat? ni yao chi?
hyin: go kaleng diam!! wanna tutup ady!!!
ringu: tutup lo tutup lo~
rain: aba wait u ah..
hyin: u dare to say ah? u don wanna bring me..
ringu: dotdotdot.
rain: hen fei ah ~
hyin: tahan till tmr. nvm kaleng diam oways sell overprice..
ringu: wow lik tat u oso noe? haha claps~
rain: AHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!
hyin: my hse nearby got kaleng diam so i noe..xP
ringu: why i dono?
rain: think think.
hyin: sniff sniff.
ringu: i wanna take u to my room =D

[End]

@ 2:34 PM

Wu~ Wu~ Wu~ Wu~ Wu~ Wu~ Yo~ Yo~ Yo~ Today is gf's Heng Dai birthday! Let's sing him a birthday song..

Happy Birthday to You.
Happy Birthday to You.
Happy Birthday to Heng Dai.
Happy Birthday to you.

He sure is having a nice time right now.. I hope Heng Dai can always be ours.. Cause you are the best! Stay happy and smile always..

Teng <3.. This Sunday is Teng birthday.. Happy Advanced Birthday to You.. Stay healthy and soi yang.. JK!

BORED! I got nothing to blog already.. Bye people.. ==

Wednesday, March 11, 2009 @ 8:05 PM

PEOPLEsss!!!

I wonder, i wonder wonder, i wonder wonder wonder, i wonder wonder wonder wonder!! Why didn't anyone blog!? lol. Its so yawnful to visit the same blog for days! Grr. Im gonna break this deadness! Although i don't really have any interesting thing to share.........hmm.. I shall find picture/s to pop a topic to share~

*tululutululu still_loading tululutululu*

okay~ I have no idea what to post! LOL.
Anyway, raino showed me several webbies about clothings blablabla.. and i picked some of my favs to post here! lol. Actually there are a lot more but i've already closed the page and im lazy to load them back...... So, only 4 here ~:

I think this is quite common? But i would really like to have it....miao~ Hard to find one piece like this in brunei. Even if there is, the cost would be like... Ugh. Whatever brunei.

Did anyone know that i actually like 'yun dong fong'? You know you can often see it in Vivi? Like vry sporty but a bit smexay? Must one set de! xD If i have the body i'd rly LOVE to wear yun dong fong everyday! Just something quite like the picture above. wooots. Tell me i'll look hot in that, thanks. HAHA.

I know this is simple, but isn't it super clean n neat n elegant is some way? Can i make this my prom dress? lol~ I know its don't really look like a dress for prom, but, but, i think it's nice! Plus its cuteness! mwahs i love it. HAHA.

This is also quite nice leh~ Damn its 2008's collection! Maybe this is something i will like but will not wear? Maybe wait till im older a bit then i'll consider. =)

pululu~ gotta bounce. Watching naruto shippuden. :D
Jaaaa. <3

p.s: i did not study at all!

Monday, March 2, 2009 @ 7:59 PM

Too Fast To Live, Too Young To Die

I LOVE VIVIENNE WESTWOOD!
Below are the eg. jewelleries =)

rings

The rings are so GORGEOUS la okay?

Vivienne Westwood are just SUPERBly LOVELY!!

necklace/pendant

Can i have all of them please? Give me 100000000 dollars first =D

earrings

Damn i wanna own theseee earrings!

cuff links

super cool o_o

Eff you if you know nothing about Vivienne Westwood.
go do research! lol. Im just introducing the jewels. baha~
the end.

Sunday, March 1, 2009 @ 1:25 PM

Hey! I'm now at coffee zone, alone! Haha.. Eating blueberry cheesecake and drinking chocolate milkshake.. Yummy~ I wake up at 7 30 this morning because i have to go to the temple.. I didn't want to go.. I was so sleepy but my mummy pull me off the bed, pull my leg, pull down my pants and more.. Lol.. She wanted me to go.. At last, she won.. Hehe.. My laptop low battery! Oh my god, left 24%! How can i didn't charge and forgot to bring the adapter.. Ahh~ I have to off now..

affiliates Hyinie Evon Louisaaaa PamPam Pieces and Colours RainMin Ringu// Queen Shiau Wen XiaoLauya
Sunday, March 29, 2009 @ 11:44 PM =D I'm ALIVE! =D back to top?
@ 9:46 PM Nohhh~ Seeeeeeeriously i hate the feeling of hanging at the middle of nowhere, dono if im going to fall or be raised. Just hanging there. Not moving at all. = = I guess i better settle things faster.. Before i lose more weight -_-" I noe this might sound a lil kiam pa but i rly don't wanna lose any weight = = not now. lol. I have healthy weight now! (According to wii fit =p) and im glad that im quite far from the danger of getting overweight. But (not very)nearly underweight. So, I bet shanice is totally UNDERWEIGHTTTTTT! and hyin LAGI cham! So tall! tsk tsk tsk~ Not good looking, too bone-y. hahaha =p Haiiiiii, im vry kiek ju kiek ju agen. Miao~ this suck. But i dono how to settle things now~~~!!! I've brought myself into this stupid feeling. grrrr. baka rly describe me best. sighs again Why am i so stupid~~~? Actually i dono wat do i want =/ well, i think i want this but im afraid of that lagi. lol. Im so up n down n left n right now. I think u guys shud noe wat i meant/trying to say~? Okay, now... i.....am...... blank. Like, again? wtf? im mindless~ School reopens tmr... that's, sad. T^T well, WHATEVER LA. i don't mind~ =) @#$#$^$%%@#@%$&^(*&(!!! back to top?
Friday, March 27, 2009 @ 11:02 PM x_x temporarily dead. Just let me be alone~ yeah, leave me alone. back to top?
Thursday, March 26, 2009 @ 6:27 PM The rose Some say love it is a river, that drowns the tender reed some say love it is a razer, that leaves your soul to bleed Some say love it is a hunger, an endless aching need I say love it is a flower, and you it's only seed It's the heart afraid of breaking,that never learns to dance It's the dream afraid of waking,that never takes the chance It's the one who won't be taken,who cannot seem to give and the soul afraid of dying,that never learns to live When the night has been too lonely, and the road has been too long and you think that love is only, for the lucky and the strong Just remember in the winter,far beneath the bitter snows lies the seed,that with the sun's love,in the spring, becomes the rose.. I liked this song~ makes me feel..relaxed~ lol back to top?
@ 4:48 PM *what the fuck?* wow i feel like scoldin this word again and again today. but i have no idea why,mayb im pissed off! i'll just keep this blog short,so there~! xD back to top?
@ 2:15 PM Survivor! TVXQ 26th Japanese single : Survivor :-pre-released of the 4th Japanese album 'The Secret Code' I feel so outdated T_T Haven't update myself for quite some time already.. This single is released on 11/3 n yesterday baru i noe. wtf? I still dare to call myself a cassiopeia? T^T Well, i still support them! mentally! lol~ Jae ah, you knoe i love you ryt? I always do~ =3 About the song, it wasn't like what i imagined a 'survivor' song would be like.. But after listening twice or thrice i think its nice~ Very catchy i guess? I love Jae's voice!! Especially when he sings the chorus. Oh yeah baby, im falling in love~ again. Alright, go download the songs la~ Since i don't think you can get it in Brunei = =" just buy it some other day? Or wait for the album only then buy~ Btw, there's one more song, called 'Take Your Hands'. Go download ~ and tell me what do u tink. Personally i like survivor more. But this oso quite cool one. Actually i tink both oso nice. Damn im so mao dun. Anyway, i can send to u guys the song if u wan~ Alright, im bouncing to the toilet. Jaa.. =) TVXQ continues to ROCK our world! Labels: sharings back to top?
Monday, March 23, 2009 @ 9:21 PM TERIMA KASIH~! OH YEAH IT'S ME~ LOL I really so exciting?by the way get to my point.. thanks for gou fei and everyone oh! lol.. ( i sounds so annoying) by the way saya sudah 16 years old. i will sang sang seng seng. lol. and I have to apperciates what I ( and we) have now. lol. like bo kuan lian.whatever la.lol bah bah. like this la~ tralalala~ =D p.s. i still think i look weird in that photo. lol chang min -end- back to top?
@ 2:43 PM JI MUI ARH JI MUI~!! XD Though it's one day late, but I still have to say... HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO TENGA !!! OUR DEAREST JI MUI~!! XDD Tenga Da Mei Nv~!!! xDD Happy Birhtday 38 Tenga!! xD too dark? = =" I guess it's a little bit too bright? X . x Went to hang out at our usual spot, 'The Mall'. Well, don't blame us, that's the only place that we can go in Brueni, though there's still Qlap but yea, it's getting more isolated now then. XD So yes, went to watch Teng's brother, Xian Wei and his friends' dance competition, it was great! Awesome! We screamed through their dance, and I almost screamed my throat out!! xD I should be thankful that I'm not mute, yet. = =" Later on, there was this dance PK show, it's a one-on-one competition, they picked out one person from each group to challenge each other, thus those who won the judgers' heart and goes to top 3 will win a latest B-mobile phone, pretty attractive, ain't it? xD Xian Wei did well, but his PK partner was a little boy, so apparently he has fang a loooooot shui~ In the end, he didn't win the prize but they won the group dancing competition! Congratulation~! I believe Teng was glad too! =D So right after the dance competition, it around 7 or 8 so we decided to go to snow house as we planned earlier, ate Ice cream, then Ah Tong brought the cake out! Awwwwwwwwwwwwwww, that was sooooooooo touching~!!!! AREN'T YOU SO TOUCHED, TENG???? XDDDD But too bad, Choon wasn't there until we were about to go, eventhough he was pretty tired from his own event, he still willing to drop by and greet Teng, how nice of him~! =D He ate the piece of cake that Urnn didn't managed to finish, he said it was great!!! xDD How nice~! =D Later on, we went to a place and had a heart to heart talk, it's always very nice to talk to each other like that, especially in a comfortable night like that. =] End of the day <3 Being around the girls, I've finally learn that, don't ever take your friends for granted, or should the day comes when friends left you out, do not blame them for leaving you. I'm saying this for some reason, friends will always be disappointed for someone behave like this. Well, take in or not, it's your own choice, I have no right to squeeze all this shits into your bird-like brain. ;) back to top?
@ 12:03 AM The Chain We're all here because of a reason. A reason you may not realise yet, and this is why we live, to look for the reason of life. This is saved as a draft for quite long ady = ='' so i guess i'll just squeeze out something from my mind and post it! lol. Well, actually i have a lot to say 1.. But now im blank :0 What was i planning to blog liao arh.................... hmm.. about us i tink? I mean, friendship? Or more? blabla.. i totally forgot! hallelujah~ and im not in the mood to blog about things so.. emotional~ lol.. Just so you know, i usually spend more than 2hrs being alone n think about everythings clearly then i start to blog about those, things. I doubt that u understand what im talking about here -_-'' cuz i don rly understand what im saying either..... lol~ From my point of view, life should be happy =D Even though life's hard, true ain't it? But this is why we seek for joy, laughter~ Always think more of the bright side! When something is blocking your way, or when you don't feel that happy at the moment, never forget~ good things always happen after bad things, good luck always come after bad luck. Oh yeah u getting it now? lol~ Well i wasn't planning to blog about those = =''''' It doesn't fit the title at all! blablas~ Alright i gotta bounce. LOL~ I'll just make a conclusion about my title... - -'' GouFei's is very lucky i can say, we meet because of the chain, our chain pulled us together and now it all depends on us.. whether to protect the chain or just leave it and let it rust then break. One more thing, if only one side is holding on the chain, it won't stay for long.. Make your decision, a tiny false choice u made may damage the chain fully and never recover. =o Don't be afraid to let them show, your true colours. back to top?
Friday, March 20, 2009 @ 8:37 PM We blog =D ringu: hey! rain: we're blogging!!!!!!!!! hyin: i'm hungry = = ringu: im not! =D rain: jump jump?! hyin: yea i dreamt that i jump from a plane and i dunno hw to open a parachute!!! ringu: hahaha rly? n u dejavu-ed? lol~ rain: pffffftss dejavu? hyin: yea i dreamt of this scene!!! i said dejavu in my dream. lol.. ringu: yea watever. im bored D; rain: wo de shou gei ni chi lo hyin~ hyin: bu yao.. ni da bian lai.. ringu: = ='' rain: wat? ni yao chi? hyin: go kaleng diam!! wanna tutup ady!!! ringu: tutup lo tutup lo~ rain: aba wait u ah.. hyin: u dare to say ah? u don wanna bring me.. ringu: dotdotdot. rain: hen fei ah ~ hyin: tahan till tmr. nvm kaleng diam oways sell overprice.. ringu: wow lik tat u oso noe? haha claps~ rain: AHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!! hyin: my hse nearby got kaleng diam so i noe..xP ringu: why i dono? rain: think think. hyin: sniff sniff. ringu: i wanna take u to my room =D [End] back to top?
@ 2:34 PM Wu~ Wu~ Wu~ Wu~ Wu~ Wu~ Yo~ Yo~ Yo~ Today is gf's Heng Dai birthday! Let's sing him a birthday song.. Happy Birthday to You. Happy Birthday to You. Happy Birthday to Heng Dai. Happy Birthday to you. He sure is having a nice time right now.. I hope Heng Dai can always be ours.. Cause you are the best! Stay happy and smile always.. Teng <3.. This Sunday is Teng birthday.. Happy Advanced Birthday to You.. Stay healthy and soi yang.. JK! BORED! I got nothing to blog already.. Bye people.. == back to top?
Wednesday, March 11, 2009 @ 8:05 PM PEOPLEsss!!! I wonder, i wonder wonder, i wonder wonder wonder, i wonder wonder wonder wonder!! Why didn't anyone blog!? lol. Its so yawnful to visit the same blog for days! Grr. Im gonna break this deadness! Although i don't really have any interesting thing to share.........hmm.. I shall find picture/s to pop a topic to share~ tululutululu still_loading tululutululu okay~ I have no idea what to post! LOL. Anyway, raino showed me several webbies about clothings blablabla.. and i picked some of my favs to post here! lol. Actually there are a lot more but i've already closed the page and im lazy to load them back...... So, only 4 here ~: I think this is quite common? But i would really like to have it....miao~ Hard to find one piece like this in brunei. Even if there is, the cost would be like... Ugh. Whatever brunei. Did anyone know that i actually like 'yun dong fong'? You know you can often see it in Vivi? Like vry sporty but a bit smexay? Must one set de! xD If i have the body i'd rly LOVE to wear yun dong fong everyday! Just something quite like the picture above. wooots. Tell me i'll look hot in that, thanks. HAHA. I know this is simple, but isn't it super clean n neat n elegant is some way? Can i make this my prom dress? lol~ I know its don't really look like a dress for prom, but, but, i think it's nice! Plus its cuteness! mwahs i love it. HAHA. This is also quite nice leh~ Damn its 2008's collection! Maybe this is something i will like but will not wear? Maybe wait till im older a bit then i'll consider. =) pululu~ gotta bounce. Watching naruto shippuden. :D Jaaaa. <3 p.s: i did not study at all! back to top?
Monday, March 2, 2009 @ 7:59 PM Too Fast To Live, Too Young To Die I LOVE VIVIENNE WESTWOOD! Below are the eg. jewelleries =) rings The rings are so GORGEOUS la okay? Vivienne Westwood are just SUPERBly LOVELY!! necklace/pendant Can i have all of them please? Give me 100000000 dollars first =D earrings Damn i wanna own theseee earrings! cuff links super cool o_o Eff you if you know nothing about Vivienne Westwood. go do research! lol. Im just introducing the jewels. baha~ the end. back to top?
Sunday, March 1, 2009 @ 1:25 PM Hey! I'm now at coffee zone, alone! Haha.. Eating blueberry cheesecake and drinking chocolate milkshake.. Yummy~ I wake up at 7 30 this morning because i have to go to the temple.. I didn't want to go.. I was so sleepy but my mummy pull me off the bed, pull my leg, pull down my pants and more.. Lol.. She wanted me to go.. At last, she won.. Hehe.. My laptop low battery! Oh my god, left 24%! How can i didn't charge and forgot to bring the adapter.. Ahh~ I have to off now.. back to top?