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Whaddup peeps?

I wish to bring our blog back to life again! why is it that we don't blog as often and share stuffs when we are now in different countries but blogged frequently back when we were in the same high school haha lame. opps just farted TEE-HEE (not like ya all can hear) 

There are times when I will miss you guys so bad (Min and Teng) I feel like I wanna go KL find you two suckas. So I really really REALLY hope tengu can come over this Dec! Min you bitch, I'll.. I'll.. I'll see you in Jan ;D 

Recently I've been thinking about what I'm gonna do in the future, and just so happened that ringu brought up this topic this noon. It was casual talk so I didn't tell her much cos well..I'm not really sure what to say either. I guess I will most likely be an accountant haha sounds so lame huh. If only they had more flowery names for accountants. ok i believe they do, which i am unaware of. So yeah, I will be an accountant..and do accounts. As much as I love accounts, I have doubts too. I know for sure that I won't wanna be an accountant forever. And by forever I mean till I'm 55 yrs old I'm still an accountant. 

Nope, me tak nak la.  

I'd want to live more 精彩-ly. walaupun I am a boring gurl, also not boring till can do accounts for life. haha call me boringgurl93 i love playing bubble pop games and sudoku and word search. But 我也说不出活得精彩是要怎样. Travel? Not really sure haha. And then I'll wonder, oh shit, then do I not love accounts as much as I thought, since I won't wanna do it for life? 

While the above question is still unanswered, hyinie has one more question. 

Well, I can choose to continue my studies in UK, provided that I'm eligible I fink. Like go there during the last year or half year. I am thinking if I should go for it, since, err I don't think there's any chances of me going abroad for studies after this. But this means I'll be spending more of my parents money cos aiyah expenses there not cheap eh. And I feel bad enough spending so much of my parents' 辛辛苦苦 save 的 money. I know, i know, why don kali kali type in full chinese right. Cos idk which is the correct zuan. Anyways, I am just abit confused inside atm. I should probably go for the talk on this at school soon. Learn more about it first haha who knows I won't want it after I know more. And I should probably talk to my parents about it first haha without deciding everything by myself. 

今晚就到这里吧. I should sreeeeeep~ ☆ミ　☆彡



                                                                                                                           love love, hyinie ♥

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Hi guys. I guess most of the time that is troubling me is friends.
Sometimes I wonder is it my problem or the people around me.
I know people will change but I can't accept when the one who was once close to you
can turn to be someone who is quite selfish.self-centered.
Probably she was like this all the time and I'm also like this that I attracted her as my friend.
Probably I'm feeling a low self esteem now and probably we are lack of bonding.
Sometimes I wonder why people could just ignore my problem, probably they got tired of me?
Hahaha. Main I ignore others at the first place too.

Probably because I never spoke up, so they think they can go on this way.
I felt like I'm going through the lowest stage in my life. Don't know how long will it lasts.
There's a quote saying you can see who your true friends are when u are at the lowest stage in your life. I got them... And they are my families and some of my closest friends. Some do disappoints me but nevermind. They taught me not to be this way.


Don't know what I'm bullshiting. Ok ciaozz



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Hi, major fail.


I decided to blog about what i'm feeling right now but i totally have no clue where to click and i can bet my virginity that i forgot my password. So i decided to type it all down..on my phone :D i really love my phone, it's like a part of me~ (p.s. I had to mail the draft from my phone to my laptop, and then post. how lame is this shit hahaha)


OK do not stray from the topic.


Lately I've been reading a few shoujo mangas, and damnit they made me go why-didn't-i-experience-high-school-love-before. No biggie, just a bit 遗憾 i guess hahaha. It's almost a miracle for two person to like each other at the same time, donchu think? For me at least. I've rejected ppl, and in some ways got rejected too LOL (didn't even have the guts to confess, and don't havto, others are bound to spread it for me ╮(╯3╰)╭ whyyyy)


I am twenty going on twenty-one baby it's time to think (The Sound of Music?) and I've yet to meet my 'special someone'. I guess some would say, there's no need to rush, but haha I'm not very young ady eh? At this rate, my first guy will most probably be the one I'm gonna spend my life with. It sounds sweet in a way, marrying your first love, BUT heck idk whattafak is wrong with me i wanna experience a breakup and i don't want a divorce so yeah. Does it seem like the reason i wanna paktoh is cos i wanna know how it feels like if we breakup? Well, it's not. I wanna go on a date with someone who'd make my heart skips a beat. HAHA cheesy. Then we'll share a set meal together, and then we'd go to a hugeass bookstore and play hide and seek OK i'm kidding i just suddenly feel like going to a bookstore. On rainy days, we'll snuggle on the couch with a thick blanket and watch sadX5 movies and eat ice-cream and i'll cry like a whore and sniff my nose till he's annoyed.

Late nights bring out the lonely wolf inside me AWWUUU sorry exo fan signing in. I sometimes wonder if the problem is me. Are my 要求s very high? I don't think so. I simply want a tall guy who can look good with specs, dresses well and speaks fluent english. Oh and is clean and HAIS i will want him to be good looking lah. hahaha looking at ^, maybe i want a bit much, i mean..not like i'm snsd standard myself right. If i can find someone who fits 3 out of what i said above, i considered that to be good enough hah i think? I said this before, and I'm gonna say it again, cos I is The Repeater. shit idk how to put it in english and idk how to type it in chinese either. I want someone who will give me this i-am-so-in-love feeling when he's the first person i wake up to in the morning. (that said, must be at some level to be staying together huh)


Oh by the way, hyinie just started her first year for degree (again) and well...there are good looking guys at school la (i am a whore right i only mention this) but its a go-to-class-stick-with-ma-homies-only-and-leave-after-class routine. Everyone already has friends from poly or JC and is always with their own cliques. So much for me wanting to make more new friends. HAR HAR. I even joined the Student Representative Council cos I don't want my 3 years to be all lectures hmwk exams only. Plus, I find it fun to be part of those seniors working together sleep deprived to organise events. Really. Sadly, during the interview they didn't really bother to ask much cos I was the last one for the day. I guess my face can't make it haha when they asked what capabilities I've got to handle events, I wished I answered 'Kage Bunshin no Jutsu!' maybe they might remember me as a joke. lol


OKAY, say so many, conclusion is..hyinie has a feeling that she won't be getting a boyfriend so soon. But ah well, life. Which lead me to..not concluding much i guess. What am i even saying huh. I think my sharing session is over. I'm happy that my friends who are currently attached are so lovey-dovey though. I assume you guys are lobey-dobey ok haha hmmm i should sleep. It's 4am tralalalala and I should also take a break from reading shoujo mangas......... ah hah.





I thought I'd add a pic cos my post seems to be wordsandwordsandwords haha BASICALLY this is THE LOVE OF MA LIFE RAITE NOW <3 



hyinie sniffing her way to her bed! XOXO

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Wah I didn't know somebody still blog!!! hahaha! So imma do it as well. :)

People, please do write down your name or sign at the end of your blogpost cuz I can't even tell who did which blog or so! Even thought I guessed it was min min and teng teng..still, to make it easier please just put down your big name!

Annnnd, it's my birthday! In this group only hyinie greeted me. WHERE THE PARK ARE MIN AND TENG? HOW CAN YOU ALL NOT GREET ME YET?! HOW CAN?? /smacks your nenens.
ok im outta word. bye!


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Nice song~~ :3

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!! I wanna get this phone soon!!! Samsung Galaxy Note! hehe ok I know it's not a new phone but yeah I just wanna have it! HEHE 
At first I only knew it comes with two colours- black and white. now there's pink colour! ( I sounds like I like pink very much hehe!)


Oh well,this colour looks like my phone current phone but I think I'm going to get the pink one since a lot are using black or white! KEKE and I think it's a perfect time to get it now since the price is dropping till RM$1,659,(i think that's for black colour only,pink will be higher) due to the released of Samsung Galaxy S3. but I still wanna go for Samsung Note la! 


Why I want it so badly? look at the video below HEHE 


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hello! this blog had been quiet for so long! omg! hahaha
I was inspired by my colleague to blog again! HAHA. she blogs to let her son to read in the future :') I blog so that we can read in the future! HAHA kawan-kawans let's blog again! HAHA (i know there's twitter,weibo bla now he-he) 
BTW today is Labor's Day! first time can get to celebrate it! why Brunei doesn't celebrate Labor's Day ah? nvm I'm enjoying the holiday now!
lots of things had happened..2012 an amazing year and time had passed really fast. it's May already! :O
from January 17th moved to KL till now I still can't believe I am leaving Brunei. although Brunei and KL is like very near but still cant believe it.
everything goes smoothly here,everyday packed schedule. work-meetings-work-meetings. ok I believe I can achieve what I want VERY SOON! 
had learned a lot from work..though sometimes I still feel like I cant fit in with some of my colleagues but hey! this is what I think only, why do I have to think like this? >:(
and so through these few month's meetings and courses in CA, I m trying to make myself to think more positively day by day,improving myself everyday!  
so now 1) think positively is in my bad habits to good habits list ( so there are more? ) HE-HE 
ah teng wo very easy to think think negatively ( why ah? ) so tak boleh! ok!




and lastly 
 HAHA ok bye~

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